___my secrets lie in here___

3:58pm: ok so maybe im not quitting...lol RTU was soo amazing! you can check out my xanga http://www.xanga.com/tobys_mac or my myspace http://www.myspace.com/moodring_oh_moodring to read all bout it or comment me or anything!


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7:11pm: im quitting live journal. go to www.xanga.com/tobys_mac to find out why.

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11:30am: soo not much has happened thats really interesting... i had a week of guard camp then a week of band camp... with a car wash in between. it was a lot of hard work, but it was fun too! i only almost passed out once, alot better than some other people... so saturday my mom n i had a girls night thing. we went to the mall and then got some movies and subway. sounds perfect doesnt it! well we came home and put the first movie in. it was The Boys and Girl from County Clare. we really wanted to see it just cuz it took place in ireland. lol it was actually pretty good! they all cursed soo much but it was funny cuz thats how they really speak in ireland. this one little boy, he was like 8, whenever someone would ask him something he would be like f*** off! and everytime he did it, i started cracking up cuz i know that if we lived in ireland, that would have been my brother! and especially cuz the boy played the fiddle, and my brother used to too! so yeah when we finished that, we put Raise Your Voice in. i wasnt sure if it would be great, but i wanted to see just cuz i really wanted to see how it was. holy crap i thought it was really good! i cried ( ok now u have to know.. when ever someone in a family dies in a movie, i cry cuz of my dad...) so yeah.. and the guy who plays jay ( his name is oliver james) is reallly hott! haha yeah, i was like OMG!!!!!! lol umm then sunday i had to serve 7 am mass for savannah, and then i helped my brother put gutters up on the house. and then 7 pm came along so i went to the lighthouse for Impact! woo! lol it was great, and then i came home n read for a while.

so now i have to go do some chores and then pack for bigstuf! im soo excited!
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9:32pm: IM HOME!!!!!!!!!
hey everyone!! im home from canada... it was awesome!!!!! i miss everyone that i met up there, and cant wait to hear from all of you!!!! so yeah we got back friday morning--- 3 am ugh. but yeah, i start guard camp on monday and if anyone wants to carpool cuz my mom cant drive in the mornings... call me!!! cuz otherwise i will be riding my bike there-- FUN let me tell ya! ummmm went to church today, and met the new priest... everything is so holy to him! lol so thats bout it.. watched degrassi-- ERIN!!!! OMG!!!!!! haha it was great. tomorrow is blitz- hopefully i will finally make it there! i havent seen anyone in so long!

luv ya all and would love some comments!!!

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11:26pm: so i really feel like i need to write this.....

lately i have been feeling soo far from god, and it scares me soooo much. ive been thinking "oh well im going to youth group and bible on the beach, and working at church, so im just fine." but then yesterday, it just hit me like a ton of bricks. that doesnt mean ANYTHING if im not having a personal relationship with Him. and unfortunately, i havent been doing a great job with that. i havent picked up a bible in who knows how long, nor have i done any quiet time, or my devotions. heck i havent even been praying before i eat. that sucks. i hate this, cuz god is such a huge part in my life, so right now it feels like i have this amazingly huge hole in my heart. cuz hes missing, but i dont have anything else that can fill it up. truthfully, i dont want anything else to fill it up, cuz then i wont have any room for god. and that just cant happen. also i want to remember this feeling, so when i notice im slacking off in the god department, i wont let it get to this extreme. i feel so empty right now, with no emotion or anything. and that scares me too. cuz when im not feeling anything around me, my memories take over and then i get depressed. remembering about my dad, and alot of other bad memories that i dont want to talk about on here. and the worst part. i dont know how to fix this feeling of insecurity, or how long it will take. i need your advice. you all know me pretty well ( well the ones who actually read this) and i just need some help. im turning it all over to god, im gonna let him help this time too. but sometimes i cant quite tell what god is trying to tell me. so im hoping he can use yall to help me. and the one person who i know i can ALWAYS tlak to about this is in NY... so im kinda stuck here. please help me!

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7:44pm: ughhhh....
NEVER over do it with nitrous oxide...... not a cool feeling!

Fill this out please!!!!

1. Who are you, what's our relationship:
2. How long have you known me:
3. Tell me one good thing about myself:
4. When you first saw me, what was your impression:
5. Have you ever had a crush on me:
6. describe me in 3 words:
7. do you think i'm good looking:
8. how would you describe me to someone:
9. would you ever date me:
10: what do you like most about me:
11: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
12: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
13. What do you think my weakness is:
14. What makes me happy:
15. What makes me sad:
16. What reminds you of me:
17. When's the last time you saw me:
18. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you:
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1:26pm: I'll Be
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful • Stop me and steal my breath • Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky • Never revealing their depth • Tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love • I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips • Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above • I'll be your cryin' shoulder • I'll be love suicide • I'll be better when I'm older • I'll be the greatest fan of your life • Rain falls angry on the tin roof • As we lie awake in my bed • You're my survival, you're my living proof • My love is alive and not dead • Tell me that we belong together • Dress it up in the trappings of love • I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips • Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above • Chorus • I've dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead • Tuned in, turned on, remembered the thing you said • Chorus


Artist: Robbie Robertson Lyrics
Song: Shine Your Light Lyrics

The cry of the city like a siren's song
Wailing over the rooftops the whole night long
Saw a shooting star like a diamond in the sky
Must be someone's soul passing by

These are the streets
Where we used to run where your Papa's from
These are the days
Where you become what you become
These are the streets
Where the story's told
The truth unfolds
Darkness settles in

Shine your light down on me
Lift me up so i can see
Shine your light when you're gone
Give me the strength
To carry on, carry on

Don't wanna be a hero
Just an everyday man
Trying to do the job the very best he can
But now it's like living on borrowed time
Out on the rim, over the line
Always tempting fate like a game of chance
Never wanna stick around to the very last dance
Sometimes i stumble and take a hard fall
Loose(?) hold your grip off the wall

Shine your light down on me
Lift me up so i can see
Shine your light when you're gone
Give me the strength to carry on
Carry on

I thought i saw him walking by the side of the road
Maybe trying to find his way home

He's here but not here
He's gone but not gone
Just hope he knows if I get lost

Shine your light down on me
Lift me up so i can see
Shine your light when you're gone
Give me the strength to carry on
To carry on


those are some of the greatest songs ever, and the lifehouse song- you and me i think its called.

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10:34pm: hey so im @ the lighthouse sleeping over!! tori my lover and julia and kiara and chelsey are here and erin is comin later.... some of the cool guys are here too!!! woo! sooo yeah babysitting rocks! oh and joe is my lover too!!! i made 20 bucks from watchin the MTV movie awards n eating pizza!! hah i love it! sooo im gonna head out but i'd love some comments!!!!
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10:30pm: sorry i havent updated in like a week.. things have been crazy!! i babysat 2 kids friday night i think.. i dunno. so yeah then the weekend mom, brian n i went shopping like crazy for stuff for the bathroom-- were redecorating it ( ok so it started out that way, now we are like building a new bathroom!) ummm monday i dont remember and tuesday i went to the lighthouse for a while. i love chelsey the intern, shes sooo awesome! so wednesday i woke up @ like 6:45 and went with my mom n grandmom to the hospital. my mom had to have some surgery, so i waited with my grandmother while my mom was in surgery. then we spent the rest of the day with mom.. shes doing great! i came home and helped my brother brian sand, prime and paint some dressers that he is going to use up @ the apartment in the fall... ooh then him, jess, sara n me went to steak n shake!!

today i went to the hospital in the morning to see my mom, then around 3 i went to the lighthouse to hang out. haha stephen bell is soo funny when he tries to sing!! lmao!!! so now im watching strip search and waiting for my brother to get home cuz ive been home alone since like 5. ugh.

tomorrow my mom comes home so i will be busy w/ that all day.

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12:53am: just thought i would change my look around a bit.. the other way was getting rather old...

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comments please on whether you like it or not.... thanks!

10:31am: HA!!! I am YODA!!!

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4:03pm: craziness!!!

oookkk so these past few days have been pretty darn cool! uhhh lets see.... thursday lindsey came over n we went in the pool n then to the mall... friday i babysat all day, then went to matts party!! that rocked sooo much!!! after the party i went over to matts house for a bit and just hung out.  saturday i went to lunch with the family and then shoe shopping.. after church i went to dinner n a movie w/ matt for his b day-- sahara was sooo awesome!!!!  then i came home and went to bed cuz i was pooped! lol sunday i went with lindsey to adventure island with her jewish youth group!! it was a blast!!!! we got home like 7 ish then i just chilled-- watched some of star wars episode 2!! woo! lol well yeah today had been slow! i slept in til 11:40 then ate lunch and put some clean sheets on my bed. and ive been watching tv and on the comp and i showered. that all i did today! yesss... sometimes when i have days like these i love summer! i was gonna go to the lighthouse today but since i slept in so late, i decided not to. im babysitting in the afternoon tomorrow and wednesday... some cash coming soon for sure!!!

i cant wait til mikeys and alis parties!!!!! they are gonna rock!!!!

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12:22am:

heyyy so the last day of school rocked... i dont feel like writing it all or pasting it sooo just go to my xanga if you want to read about it.... it is www.xanga.com/tobys_mac

so yeah heres a pic of me n my friend kelley-- we soo look like sisters!!

 

5:17pm: thank goodness there is only 4 days left! i had 2 finals today, in Lang. Arts and Social Studies, and started my Spanish final... tomorrow i have to work more on the Spanish one and then i have a science final tomorrow as well. ugh. but then on tuesday i have the dance, which will rock my socks off! yess... i cant wait! and sunday is volunteer appreciation night @ the lighthouse-- its gonna rock! im gonna wear either a marilyn monroe dress or my dress for the dance.. i havent decided yet, but i suppose it matters as to if the marilyn monroe one fits (its my friends...) so yeah, thats about it. oh i was going to be able to possibly skip my science final, but someone stole my journal for the class which had my stickers in it ( we got stickers for our homework and such, whoever had the most got to skip the test) so i only had 11 stickers from things that werent in the journal.. and i figured out how many assignments were in it, and i would have had 22 stickers, and the most someone had was 21. UGH! oh well im over it!

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5:28pm: wow. i was just reading through some of my old posts and i found a song that i wrote like back in january. so i thought i would post it again.

My Friend

Sweet memories of you
Flash through my mind
I’ll never let them go
No, I’ll never let them go

Oh, I praise you (Yes, I praise you)
You’ve never let me be
You’re always at my back
My Friend for all time

I will dance and sing and praise your Holy name
And hey, I might even act like a fool
But all of it is for you! (Yes, all of it is for you)

Oh, I praise you (Yes, I praise you)
You’ve never let me be
You’re always at my back
My Friend for all time



well yeah it still needs work, but that was WAY back when we were gonna have a band, but it kind of fell through. all for the good i suppose because of all the drama happening lately...
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2:37pm: Inside the outside!!!
so last night was a blast! me n matt n savannah went down to Smileys for a concert. This awesome band called Inside the Outside is breaking up and it was their last concert so i was like hey lets go! so we got there and there is this guy that looks really familiar to me n savannah so we go up to him and are like uhhh are u in a band called This Day On? and hes like yeah.. so we started talkin to him and he introduced us to Olivia from Spirit FM.. that was cool. then the comedian guy starts at 9 and he was HILARIOUS!!! my gosh i was like on the verge of tears.. it was great. the band started like 9:30 ish and in the middle of their first set they invite ppl to go sit in their "VIP" seats so 2 chicks infront of us go. and then like 5 min. later this other chick and her friend ask if they can sit there and one other seat that was there and the other girl im like I KNOW HER!! to savannah and i was thinking.. that is sooooo scott's (from Tifton Mile) girlfriend. well what do i know, a few minutes later scott comes over and sits down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahh right in front of us! so then while the band was switching guitars im like Scott? and he turns around and was like HEY! whats up! it was awesome! so yeah then they played a bit more, then had a break. we got the bands cd and a poster and then the comedian started again. when the band was about to start again tho, my mom called saying she was there so we had to leave, but i think the three of us are going to go next week. i hope so! it was awesome. and then i got home like 11:30 ish. and went to bed aroung 1 i think. after listening to their cd! lol so yeah im not so bummed anymore about not going to see toby tonight since i had such a great time last night!

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oh and i wore my black inside the outside shirt from the lighthouse as my cheap version of a fan of them! lol

8:07pm: Give me your best shot!
1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
2. I will then tell you what song/band reminds me of you.
3. Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity, animated, or otherwise.
4. Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. Put this in your journal!


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ps im not sure if im gonna be able to go see Toby! *tear* but kiara n jen, i completely understand and dont mind @ all... im sure i would want to do the same!

1:58pm: ok so since the end of the year is coming.. i thought i would do a lil shout out thing for my friends... here it is...

rachel M- oh my gosh girl, i love you so much, its not even close to being able to comprehend. we have been through so much together in these past 8 years, and i know we will go through more in the next 4 years. my grandpa, yours, your aunt, all these hardships, and you have been there for me, and i have been there for you. i think that has just made our friendship stronger. even through the years when we might have had our differences *cough SAVANNAH cough* lol, we have made it through them. i have watched you become such a wonderful christian, watched both of us grow in our faith. that is such an awesome feeling, and i know its for real. i love you!

savannah- ok. wow. talk about a weird friendship! i cant believe that we are so incredibly close, since we used to hate each other. i could never even possibly think about hating you ever again, and im so glad we got over that because you have helped me so much with my catholic-ness. lol and without you i would have probably not have been confirmed this past month. i cant thank you enough. i love you so much, and even though we havent gone thro quite as much hardship as rachel and i have, i know you are always there for me. im going to miss you so much next year when you are at CCC, but i PROMISE we will stay friends, best friends! i love you!

steph- again, we have gone through quite a bit together, me dealing with my dad, then you, and i hope you know i am always here for you! we are going to have so much fun next year at countryside, and i know our friendship is going to grow even more. i love you soo much, and i cant think of how i would have gotten through middle school with out you guys! you have been there for me, and i thank you soo much for that!

stef- wow girl, i know we havent known each other that long, but you are also one of my best friends. this year alone, we have gone through so much together, everything with nick, and your parents, and all my little problems. i love you soo much, and i can honestly tell you i wouldnt have made it through this year without you! you are such an amazing person, dont ever think anything else! i love you! next year is going to be so awesome, countryside doesnt know whats coming their way!

adam- ok so yeah i know we have known each other for a while (about 2 years right?) well you are one of the best guys i have ever met, and one of my best friends. last year we first started to get to know each other in newspaper and megsss, and i just knew our friendship would last. we have had so many great times in those classes, and then this year has been the same with spanish too. i love you, man! i cant think of how many times you and i just talked about our lives, lol mainly stef... but seriously, i know you were always there for me if i needed you. i hope i was always there for you too. i am going to miss you nest year, but we better stay friends! you only live a few blocks from me, so we better still hang out!

rachel L.- holy crap girl i love you! can u believe we used to hate each other too? eww.. its that girl from eisenhower. lol now i cant possibly think of my life without you in it. i love you so much, we have had so many great times together with fede, then losing him. that was tough, but we got through it. now we just have to find him again and get him back! so many great times.... haha rather FORCEFUL! lmao and irish dancing to usher, among other things. i love you!



ok thats all for now, i'll do more people later.....

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ohok one more!

andrew- i know we have only known each other for like 4 months, but you are such an awesome guy! we have had soo many hilarious moments like when you lowered your chelestrol!!! lol and then when we were the high rollers like we are at the hotel! haha well i know we are going to have so many more awesome times, and then next year i will get you a countryside shirt! lol and we need to go to celebration station again! you are just an awesome person!

11:27am: randomness

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5:53pm: NY was awesome

oh my gosh... NY was awesome.... spent time with my family, and then got to have some girl time with my cuz Rinnie... we went cosmic bowling and this girl in the lane next to us was SOOOOOOOOOOOOO drunk, she was so amazed my rinnie's bowling ball that was purple n sparkly.. lol well yeah then she thought me n her were old enough to drink and rinnie was like uh im 20 and devons 14. lol  so yeah then we went to this place called Kings Park and its a closed down deserted insane asylum.. kinda freaky going at midnight... lol so yeah the place has been closed for like 40 years and one of the closed buildings had a light on. that was creepy. well theres one building still open and when patients have a good day they let them walk around. thats messed up. so yeah apparently they closed it down cuz they were killing the patients and burrying them in a field, which is now the jr. high's soccer field.. sick. and supposedly theres like blood on the walls... rinnies friends have broken in the closed buildings and stole straightjackets and thats what they said. not too sure bout that tho. well yeah then we went back to her house n got taco bell and watched A Cinderella Story... its cute. so i went to bed like 2 ish and then had church like 9 i think. wow i was a lil tired ... haha well then we went to lunch with everyone (my aunt n uncle n 2 cuz, and then my other aunt (rinnie didnt come cuz she was too tired... lol hmm i wonder why. lol) ao yeah then i went back to my great aunts house who i stayed at the first night and fell asleep.. lol so then we went with my aunt n got Carvel ice cream.. best stuff ever and then went to the airport. it was a short visit but really awesome. i love them all so much! and i cant wait til i see them again in June or July when we go up for the cruise!

ummm yesterday wasnt good @ all... just alot of crap that was building up and i just lost it in 5th n 6th... but today was alot better... i got an 85 on my spanish test i took today!!! woo hoo! especially since i dont get the stuff and didnt study! lol well yeah oh 5th grade tours were today, that was awesome! ummmm knowledge masters competition tomorrow during 1st-4th! im soo glad its almost over, but it was kinda fun too... hmm i dunno.

oh yeah and my school is horrible... they are being soooooooo strict with teh dress code, like mrs. K stopped some 7th grader today cuz her shorts were "too short" and they WERE NOT! like seriously they werent short. but w/e they lectured us on it all n made ppl late to 5th yesterday and then me n adam got in trouble for sumthin were allowed ot do... we had our backpacks and were goin to 6th period cuz its an elective and Mrs. K was like YOU CANT HAVE THEM n such so thats one reason i lost it yeaterday... but yeah so now i like never get a seat on the bus cuz i have to go all the way back up to my locker then down again... stupid administrators..lol

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7:47am: IMSOEXCITED!!!
woo hoo! im sooo excited! I'm going to NEW YORK on FRIDAY for the weekend!!!!! YESSSSSS i cant wait! only 2 more days!

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9:36pm: life's math equations
spring break= mixed bag (had fun in orlando but thats it)

social life= nothing

face= i want it to stop peeling!!!

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9:35am: sunday madness...

yesterday was pretty darn good! my mom and i went to the 9:45 service @ Heritage instead of goin to the catholic church... we didnt want to deal w/ the crowds.... so yeah then we went out for breakfast which was yummmy... and i came home and slept til like 3!!! it was wonderful... but then i had to get ready for blitz @ 3:30... when i got there... Kiara and i were FREAKING out about when stacy was gonna get there..we were SOOOOO excited! lol well she didnt come til 4 which bugged us (lol) cuz we were soo antsy,well when she got there, me n kiara practicly tackled her with hugs!! she looks great, and shes got a Minnesotean accent!!! its soo cute! well then we had small groups and stef came @ the end of them which was cool... and then Blitz was awesome! we did some of my favorite songs with the band- Prince of Peace, Everlasting Love (woot woot woot) and then one of the high school songs cuz kyle is special like that! lol The music game we played was SOOOO rigged, and im gonna find out who did it (probly Kuna and Bell... as always lol) cuz our song was some freakishly hard one and then they get CATCHAFIRE (WHOOPSIE-DAISY) and then i was bein stupid and said sattelite for the song Boom even tho i knew it was boom... oh wel we lost but thats ok.... the youth pastor's talk (haha kiara) was pretty darn good, made me realize i spand too much of my life wasting it away doing stupid stuff... so i hope to make that better now...

then i went to YES(youth of espiritu santo) and i have to say that jason and Father Jim are 2 of the coolest people i know... they and savannah are the main reason i keep going there... so yeah we watched this video and they were decribing scientificly how jesus died n such, it was pretty graphic and made me realize that if i was cringing @ that, how would i react if i saw the Passion? but i still want to see it... so yeah then we went over to the church and did this modernized version of the Stations of the Cross and it was sooooooo funny cuz they put music after every station and it was like simple plan, good charlotte, alicia keys and only one christian song.. switchfoot!!! woot woot well me n savannah were dancing and tim was so funny he was "crying" then maia thought i had a lighter!! lol well then father jim said i was the wicked witch of the west!!! haha and then he started SINGING!!! oh gosh.... lol so yeah i had a good night with my youth groups!! and it was awesome to see stacy!!

tonight my mom and i are heading over to orlando for a few days... so i wont update probably unlesss i find a computer over there... i dunno and were meeting my brother there too so thats good... oh and when he comes home on thursday he's gonna get me a new downloading service thing cuz mine hasnt been working...

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ps wow i just noticed that i just spent 30 min. of my life writing this and a few other things since i woke up.. i guess i need to work harder about tim's teachings!

9:50am: lil quiz thing
FIRSTS
1. First best friend: hmmm… in elem. Probably like Julia or Rachel but in middle… I guess stacy or ali or ieva….

2. First car: i wish
3. First screen name: ShortieChic345
4. First funeral: my daddy’s
5. First pet: I had some rabbits back in TX
6. First piercing/tattoos: ears
7. First credit card: i wish

8. First big trip: Panama
9. First music you remember hearing in your house: I have no clue… probably sumthin country or classic rock cuz that’s all we listened to in TX
10. First friend at the Lighthouse: Sam Coopersmith
11. First obsession: ummm probably like JOhnny Depp or Orlando Bloom lol


LASTS
1. Last car ride: home from the mall last night

2. Last kiss: hmm… lol that’s my lil secret..
3. Last good cry: Valentines Day
4. Last book read: Jesus Freaks by TobyMac

5. Last movie seen in theatres: oh goodness… umm Meet the Fockers perhaps

6. Last food consumed: subway
7. Last crush: umm… Jason maybe?

8. Last phone call: stef for like directions but stacy for a while
9. Last big trip: NY for christmas

10. Last shoes worn: my ghetto sandals
11. Last time scolded: last night @ the mall cuz I yelled @ mi madre
12. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: nope I wish

SPECIFICS:
1. Do you do drugs: umm nooooooo
2. What kind of shampoo do you use: Dove
3. What are you most scared of: snakes needles and clowns
4. Where do you want to get married: on the beach or in a garden type place

5. What are you listening to right now: whatever song is on adam’s xanga
6. Colors: green, orange, brown, pink,black

7. Foods: ummm everything! Lol jk I <3 sushi tho and SUBWAY!!

8. Sports: volleyball, hockey, dance
HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Smoked: noo
2. Bungee jumped: no but it sounds kinda fun

3. Made yourself throw-up: ummm yeah when I was sick

4. Skinny dipped: umm lol
5. Been in love: oh gosh yes
6. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: heck yes

7. Pictured your crush naked: maybe……J
8. Fallen for your best friend: yep
9. Done something you regret: of course

CURRENT
1. Clothes: pj’s
2. Music: adam’s xanga song
3. Make-up: none just woke up
4. Annoyance: my butt is sore and my foot fell asleep

5. Smell: Pac Sun Kirra from when I was @ the mall last night… yumm!
6. Favorite artist: durrr.. TobyMac and Tifton Mile

7. Desktop picture: pic of Andrew and his bro Ben.. lol

8. Book: none rite now

9. CD in player: umm none rite now but if i did it’d be probly Hawk Nelson or Crowder

ARE YOU....
1. Understanding: i think so
2. Open-minded: sometimes

3. Hungry: yes im always hungry

4. Mood: ummm hungry and content
5. Healthy: no i eat junk food n im lazy
6. Bored easily: yes
7. Angry: sometimes
8. Sad: sometimes
9. Disappointed: sometimes
10. Happy: usually
11. Hyper: usually
12. Talkative: heck yes
13. Legal: yep like im allowed to be in this country but like 21? no

4:57pm: YESSSSSSS it's friday!!!

oh my goodness I am soooo glad it is Friday!!!! this has seemed like the longest week ever! with all the testing and such... well today started out as a NOT good day at all.  first i didnt sleep well cuz i got 3 count em 3 charlie horses last night!! OWWW!! then i forgot my lunch, but Mike White made it better cuz he made me lunch which was yummy i might say... then we left to go to school and i realized that i had left my purse at the Lighthouse which has EVERYthing in it like my house key and cell hpone and all my pencils n such... so that wasnt good.  in first period i had to write my story cuz iforgot to do it, which is not a good role model thing for the other 7th graders cuz im the editor... oh well. then 2nd period came and we had to do these stupid worksheets but that is when my day started to get better, because someone... * i think maybe Jennie Witcher (did i spell that right?)*  brought my purse to school for me!!!! well whoever it was THANK YOU!! so then 3rd period came n went and 4th period was awesome cuz my group was the green group cept i was the only one not wearing green.... :(   oh well it was fun cuz we didnt really do anytthing... so yeah 5th was boring, lang. arts what can u expect? and 6th !!!! ARGH we had a sub *stanely* and she isnt as nice as she used to be!!! we got churros tho, but then she was all liek YOU CaNT TALK and thats IMPOSSIBLE for my spanish class! lol so yeah i'm sooo glad it is the weekend! now i have to go get ready cuz my mom and i are going to pick up stephen bell in about an hour so we can go to the mall and get savannah's present for her partay tomorrow night which will be a blast!

<3

ps im also still liking this whole being happy thing!